I realize now that I have been struggling with depression ever since I was a little kid.
It was strenuous to express my emotions back then because my parents were absolutely bottled up themselves.
I didn’t have older people teaching me how to cope with & express the inner turmoil inside of me. On top of that, when I told them about my concerns as they occurred, my parents scoffed & told me everything was normal. I easily suppose that my life could have been better if I would gotten counseling at a young age. Because I didn’t easily seek out therapy until I got out of the property & went to college. And by then, a lot of the disfigurement was already done. The campus mental health professionals put me on many weird antidepressants, however most of them just made my symptoms worse. It was right around this time that I first tried cannabis with a few of my close friends. I remember immediately noticing how much of a positive effect it had on the depression I had been feeling earlier that day. All of my worries & concerns just seem to melt away after taking a few hits off the joint. Now I have been using cannabis for depression ever since I was trying it for the first time in college with my friends. However, there has some cannabis strains that will make depression worse so you have to be careful; For me, sativa’s seem to be the best when it comes to giving me euphoria & making me feel better. I just can’t use sativa strains at evening because they’re so stimulating that they’ll often cause anxiety when I just want to go to bed.