Living a busy and hectic life was paradoxically fun when I was in my mid 20s and had no other responsibilities in my life but my own happiness.
- Nowadays I have to help out with my elederly parents while working a full time job from home and being there for my pregnant wife in the process.
There are a lot of stressful thoughts passing through my mind all throughout the day and I feel overwhelmed to the point of exhaustion. I hate to admit that I sometimes get suicidal ideation and it will burden my mind far past the point of discomfort. I tried taking anxiety medications for a while, but I found that they were far too sedating for my liking. The sedation would result in me getting so tired that it would actually make me depressed. It’s a hard tradeoff when you have to give up anxiety just to feel depressed instead. That’s why I went without taking anything for my problems for the longest time and would just suffer in silence from the issues plaguing my mind. This is right around the time when a close friend of mine let me try cannabis one day while I was over at his apartment. I was immediately impressed by how great I felt on the marijuana and decided to visit a cannabis dispensary for myself to try a new cannabis product for the first time in the privacy of my own home. Best of all, I have the ability to buy sativa strains of cannabis which are especially great at keeping my brain focused and stimulating throughout the afternoon hours when I need the additional boost. I can get rid of both my anxiety and depression at the same time when I consume a great sativa strain of cannabis.